The hit. We need to be hit by the hit to realize the wrong thing we've been doing for years. And I really mean for years. It's not a car hit, not a hit in the head or face, just a mistake, a terribly big one, one you caused and something you take a long time to forgive yourself. Mine? I've been hit last year December. Then I realize what a fool I've been for 16 years. Though it was painful and regretful, I still grew out of it through the love of my friends and the teachings of my parents. Only 3 of my close friends know, it's more like a secret now, preferably forgotten. Instead of complaining and scolding yourself, how about correcting yourself? It's the first biggest mistake I've ever done. Thank God I survived :)